I lost my mother a few weeks ago, in a blink of an eye and my life is now forever changed. She was completely health and just out getting some groceries, and when she came home she just fell down in the hallway as her heart stopped in a second. The doctors where never able to find the cause of her death, we will never get any answers and as much as answers wouldn’t change the fact that she is gone, it would calm some of the confusion. I’m not able to feel my feelings yet, I have completely shut off as I know that if I face the fact I will never again hug my mum, that she will never see me turn 30 or get married - I don’t think I’ll ever recover or be truly happy again. I know on my brain I need to go through the grief, but I still don’t know how to do that.

Posted by Linnea at 2022-05-05 08:01:59 UTC