Recently I've started to feel numb to the grief. I feel it there but it's just below the surface. Little things happen that remind me of my nan and I feel the sadness creeping but it doesn't break through the surface. Until the sadness erupts and I just find myself crying and shaking. It's been 8 months since my nan left. I feel like my brain/heart have not registered she's gone or has just omitted that piece of information. Even when I breakdown I don't fully understand why I'm crying; I feel sad, angry, love and emptiness all at once pouring out of me.

Posted by JadeSummers at 2022-05-04 21:11:21 UTC