Hi all I lost my mum unexpectedly on 28th March 2020 , the first week of the lockdown, I don’t know why but I just can’t process it I just can’t deal with it and I feel like a volcano, I am so scared that if I address it like I know I should I just don’t think I can cope , my mental health has taken a beating these last few years, I feel lost and alone and it feels like no one else understands me when I say having a funeral at the start of the lockdown was just the most unreal situation I have ever faced , we wasn’t allowed to put anything in the coffin there was only 6 of us (mum’s children) and we wasn’t aloud to hug , we had 10 minutes to say goodbye, I feel lost and broken

Posted by milosmate09 at 2022-05-02 22:13:33 UTC