Hi I lost my grandpa 22 years ago. I was told not to cry at the time as my mum and brother weren't dealing with it properly and I needed to help them. It was the first death I experienced and I still find it so hard to accept. I think it's because I never really knew him. He had manic depression and died from a disease where his body's immunity was attacking his heart and lungs. He was a farmer and a photographer and due to his manic depression he was very distant for a long part of our time together

Posted by mapley.alice4 at 2022-04-27 15:45:35 UTC