My name is Payal and i am here because my son Zion passed away on 7/6/22. He was my second pregnancy. My first ended in miscarriage at 9 weeks in early 2021. I had to go through multiple rounds of IVF before getting pregnant with Zion, I truly thought he was my miracle. On 7/4, I had a big bleed and my water broke, I was 24 weeks pregnant. I later found out that I had a placenta abruption where the placenta pulls away from the uterus. I didn’t ahead any of usual causes. Zion needed cpr and was eventually moved to the NICU. He fought hard for 2 days before passing away. His little lungs just were not developed enough. Every day I question what I could have done differently. Will I ever have a living child? Am I being selfish?

Posted by mama to Zion at 2022-08-15 16:51:50 UTC