I am sat here at my mums house alone, four months today she died. I really feel as though she could just walk through the door like normal. I can visualise her so much here, I feel as though she could still be here. I want her back so much, I don’t know how to carry on without her. I can’t get over how she was here one minute and the next she’s gone, I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye. I want so much to talk to my mum about this. I can’t believe this has happened and I will never speak to her again. She was here everyday of my life and nows she’s gone. I don’t know how to cope, I am hurting so much. Some days it doesn’t feel real at all, but today I can’t deny it, the pain and reality is unbearable.

Posted by annagrit at 2022-08-15 09:48:38 UTC