This has been such a heavy week. I thought that once the day of the anniversary of losing my husband passed, I would go back to being okay. But I didn’t think about everything else that happened after losing him. The viewing, the funeral, all of the emotions and feelings my body and mind experienced. I didn’t realize how much the body holds onto trauma. I had a panic attack on Sunday and had to get up and leave church and my heart is just so heavy. A year ago today was the funeral and it still just seems like it’s so wrong and he should be here.

Posted by breanna mullis at 2022-08-12 18:02:26 UTC