I lost my partner, Theron, last year. He was a 25 year long paraplegic, but did not pass away due to complications of that. It was sudden. One day we were talking and the next he was on a ventilator and could not speak because of sedation. We never spoke again. He was the love of my life, a total dare devil. I am the oppisite. We were not alike, at all, except for our core morals and values. I believe that is what kept us interesting to one another. I do talk to him all of the time, even though I don't know if he hears me or not. Like most of the other posts here, l have to say that even though almost a year has gone by, I still miss him all of the time. I cry about something, almost daily, at least once. All I do is stay stuck in the past. I do hope for better days. I just feel as if there won't be anyone else for me. My one and only is gone. Now what?

Posted by poramy at 2022-08-11 03:34:59 UTC