I’m going through a bad grief episode, I didn’t realize it until my partner pointed out that I have “no energy for anything”. I’m not taking care of myself, I don’t know how I get out of bed to go to the job I hate at 7am 5 days a week. The days roll by and it comes closer to 1 year. His celebration of life is on the 27. I’m not ready to see everyone who loved him. We opened up his truck yesterday (it was locked and the keys were gone) and no one has been able to go inside it and find the belongings he left. He didn’t have much on him when his body was found because he was on the streets the last few months of his life. It all feels so hopeless lately, and I don’t feel comfortable going to anyone in my life about this. I just wanted to vent out these emotions in a healthy way. Thank you to whoever reads this❤️

Posted by ericaroy at 2022-08-10 22:53:32 UTC