I lost my dad two months ago, completely out of the blue, he was only 59. I've always been a daddy's girl and he was my absolute hero. I feel so lonely without him. Tomorrow is my birthday and my first ever without him. My other half has been in bed all day with a sick bug so I'm up tidying the house and putting up some banners because my 5yo little boy will expect it in the morning and all I can think of is how am I going to put on a brave face to him in the morning when he's all excited when inside I feel like screaming and getting in the car and driving as far away as possible, not that it would make a difference, my grief will still catch up with me 💔

Posted by victoria.benfield at 2022-04-20 21:41:42 UTC