Four months without you and I still can't believe that you are gone. I don't want it to be true and I want to finally escape this nightmare. Four years ago, my mom got uterine cancer and endured countless surgeries and chemotherapy just to be with us a little bit longer. Just to get a little more out of life. She wanted to live so badly .. but she just wasn't allowed to .. my heart is shattered and I’m busy picking up the pieces every day. I don't know how I’m ever going to be happy again without her. My heart bleeds and it won't stop .. and the worst of all? Everyone expects me to be better now. Everyone acts like it never happened. Everyone expects me to function and I just can't.. No, I'm not feeling better, not even a little bit .. people piss me off .. and the only one who would understand is my mama. I’m new to this app and thank you for your support. It’s good to know, that I’m not alone. 🥺

Posted by magdalena.wehinger at 2022-08-09 17:49:31 UTC