the worst thing is that i've never got to say goodbye to my mom. the last time when i saw her was in the hospital in the worst state. she was unrecognizable. she couldn't breathe on her own. the machine kept her alive. whenever i talked to her... she started to shake and cry. my sister was able to see her in a better state like a week after, but me and my grandma couldn't make it. we don't have a car... the picture of her state will haunt me forever.

Posted by confusion at 2022-08-09 13:09:52 UTC