Tomorrow is my birthday, I just wanted to go and snorkle on the beach in the morning and maybe cook some nice food to eat alone. Basically I wanted to be alone. But my mom organized a family party... And cause I was uncomfortable with the idea I asked her to cancell. Now I feel guilty and I think im being extra grumpy, distant and hard with my mom since my das passed away. I don't know why. I Don't want to be like this. I would like to be able to spreed love and not this bitterness to my mom. I only behave like this with her.
Posted by cmobrador at 2022-08-08 10:55:41 UTC