Been having these anxiety moments lately where it feels like I am starting to forget small details, like the sound of her voice and therefore my mom is slipping away from me. It has only been 9 months. I realise that I can't forget my mom. It still hurts so much, so the wound is still fresh but. People write here how they have voicemail messages and videos of their person and I don't have those, so it scares me when I can't immediately remember the sound of my mom's voice. Is this how it's going to be, they slowly slip away. 9 months is not slow. I really hate this feeling. Today this gives me hope. "Death is not an end. It is a new beginning. It entails a magnificent reunion with God and all the wonderful souls that we've ever loved or will love. This is our destination when we pass over. Dying is not the end but rather s shift to a fresh form of life, a new and glorious manifestation of ourselves." - Allan Hamilton, The Scalpel and the Soul: Encounters with Sugery, the Supernatural, and the Power of Hope

Posted by Triinu at 2022-08-05 11:28:46 UTC