Tomorrow is the 2 year anniversary of when my brother committed suicide. Tomorrow is also the day I put down my 17 year old cat. It’s a coincidence that the two are on the same day. I’m barely keeping it together this week. I feel like I’m in a constant state of disassociation, but I have to force myself to be present for work and for my daughter. It has me in a state of disequilibrium and I’ve been feeling really off balance, almost like I have vertigo, and I feel like I’m in a fog. I don’t know how to process all of this.

Posted by brejthompson at 2022-08-03 06:15:42 UTC