My name is Kamila. It is my first post although I know about this community for a long time. I was not ready or comfortable to post it. I lost my mom due to suicide in January. I blame myself for that, as I feel I did not do everything that I could have. She struggled for a long time but we were never there to listen. She has been through a very traumatic experience and I could not listen about it - it was too hard, too painful as it involved people that I loved. And then she gave up. All doors closed. My and my family lifes changed forever. She came to me in a dream today, I cried whole morning. I hope that being here will help me to understand at least a bit. To feel good about myself again. Thank you for reading this.

Posted by kamkicinska at 2022-08-01 19:14:06 UTC