It's just gone midnight. I have just realised that I have just had a lovely day with my husband and she wasn't here with us. She will not be able to have any of these lovely days with us and it makes me feel so guilty 💔 I feel so bad for feeling happy. Even it is just for today. She will never be able to feel happy over a nice day out or a walk in the sun, even feeding the ducks. She will never be able to do anything of it. And now I'm crying in bed in the dark 😭

Posted by Skaanoodle at 2022-07-30 23:09:58 UTC