Sending love to everyone today 💕 I had a little wobble tonight which took me aback. I was having a meal with my in laws and I was discussing my Mum and Sister who are going on a lovely little holiday together with the grandkids for some respite. But I instinctively started saying that Mum and Dad were going, just a reflex from normal times and as soon as I said it I felt like I’d been stabbed in the heart. I haven’t done that before and it really shook me and I needed a moment away. It really hurt as it felt like in the moment I had forgotten that Dad is no longer here. It was hard and I imagine it happens to a lot of us, but it really was a raw moment. I wanted to share as I’m sure a lot of people have done this/will do this at some point to know that you aren’t alone.

Posted by Carys03 at 2022-07-30 00:03:20 UTC