Can I just say, how bloody strong are we. Losing your soul mate (to me) is the worst imaginable thing to go through in life. The fact that we can even get up each morning day after day is just amazing. It is such a lonely lonely loss, it’s too hard to fathom. Not only did I lose my partner but none of my friendships are the same either, it’s like I’m too much of a weight on their shoulders, or they just don’t quite know how to act around me? It is just so heartbreaking knowing that this pain is never going to go away, it’s something i have to carry with me for the rest of my life. I saw a quote “I will love you for the rest of my life, and, you will not be here for any of it”. What a stab in the chest. I’m so sorry we are all here, but I’m so proud of myself and of everyone else.
Posted by Lonelygirl at 2022-07-29 09:28:25 UTC