My sons birthday is in just a few weeks. It’s going to be the first one since his passing, April 1st. Having a hard time lately with this. I feel like the grief only gets harder. Probably cause there are so many things that remind me of him. I’ve come to hate every day that passes because I don’t get to spend those days with him. He’s gone. A part of my heart is gone. My best friend is gone. The father/son relationship I always wanted is gone. I’m left with endless waves of depression. Waking up and keeping myself busy has become a chore. I miss him so much 😔

Posted by peteb81 at 2022-07-27 00:04:46 UTC