I lost my mum 3 months ago. I am really lucky to have an amazing husband and 2 sons, all of whose strength astounds me. They are desperate to be there for me, to do whatever they can to help but I feel i am struggling so much to explain the "ugly" that is inside me. I don't want to tell them how much it hurts, or tell them how black my feelings are just now. It will just hurt them that they can't help and I don't want to put them through more pain. They are all struggling as well, she was their rock as much as she was mine and I feel like I'm failing them constantly. I just don't know how to juggle normal life any more xxx

Posted by EmmaS72 at 2022-07-25 09:33:49 UTC