As I was walking my dog, I sat on the step at the front of my house and was suddenly struck with the realization that I’ve never, ever sat in that area without Christopher. It’s like I’m still in shock, I can’t believe that I have been waking up for 212 days w/o him by my side. Sitting in that spot made me realize that I really don’t know who Cheyenne is w/o Christopher 😢 and it maybe a very long time before I figure that out as I don’t know who Cheyenne is anymore. It’s so damn scary.

Posted by Why_me at 2022-07-25 00:09:15 UTC