Hi everyone, I’m new. I lost my little brother last Friday, found out on Sunday coming home from a trip. He was 32. It was very sudden and I’m feeling immense guilt because I hadn’t spoken to him 2 weeks before he died. I find myself re-reading text messages and FB messages from the last 2 years and it hurts so immensely knowing he just wanted to be close with family and we were too busy. He has some mental health and addiction issues so being close with him was always somewhat painful, wishing we had a “normal” relationship. Nothing prepared me for how deep this loss would be. I love him so much.
Posted by cristal at 2022-07-22 21:05:07 UTC