Hello everyone. I just joined. I just found this app : I lost my father on New Year’s Eve 2024; we had a complicated relationship and I had been engaged for only a month and the loss of my father was very complicated for me. My family does not live in the same state as me so the beginning of the year was a lot of traveling and utilizing funds that would have gone towards my wedding on funeral costs. It’s been an odd year: my fiance and I also moved into our first apartment together and I recently found my wedding dress with my mom and aunt who came into town . I turn 34 this year and I’m the first person in my friend group whose lost a parent and I don’t even know how to explain the hurt that can suddenly occur. Or the lack of wanting to do activities with anyone- I think the hardest part of this grief is the knowing that my abusive parent is no longer alive and finding myself in a place where I am learning who I want to be and meeting my mom in a way I’ve never seen her. I’m not really sure what the point I’m trying to get at is. But I’m glad that I found out about this app.

Posted by Evie_2025 at 2025-09-11 16:44:48 UTC