Hi, my name is Courtney, I’m 27years old. 7 weeks ago I lost My Dad. My whole world fell apart in the blink of an eye. I had such a special bond and relationship with him. The pain is unimaginable and I’m struggling to juggle everything in life. My Dad didn’t keep well as he had quite advanced MS. Over covid and lockdown my Dads health declined because of this he went from being independent with a stick to bed bound. Multiple hospital admissions over the last few years where he spent 12 weeks in hospital at one point. I was the only visitor he had during this time as I’m also a nurse. The thing is it was still so unexpected. He was at home and had been bright, he went to sleep one night and he never woke up. I’m grateful he went peacefully in his sleep at home with my mum with him but this doesn’t feel enough to comfort me right now. It still means I no longer have my Dad. My special Dad. 7 weeks has passed and I feel my whole life has come to a hault and no idea how to tackle this grief. Any comfort/ suggestions are welcome. I miss him everyday and I know I always will.

Posted by courtneyhanson1995 at 2022-07-20 13:24:00 UTC