Today I feel very low on energy, I started my day well, and out of nowhere, my mind clicked: in a month and a half I'm going to be 30. When I thought about it, immediately what came to my mind was: why will I have the opportunity to reach that age, and my brother and my cousin couldn't? Even though I am very clear that these are life circumstances, the thought of turning another year older makes me feel very sad, guilty and undeserving. Today is a bad day, I hope tomorrow I will be better.

Posted by paradaginette at 2022-07-19 15:07:50 UTC