Hi everyone, Not sure if introducing yourself is the norm but I’m Carys and I lost my Dad last month. He had a short battle against Oesphageal cancer for 3 months as it unfortunately spread to his brain. His celebration of life was Thursday and it did give me some comfort but I’d been planning everything to that point so don’t feel like I’ve processed anything at all. I thought it might hit me after Thursday but I still feel completely numb. I feel really guilty about this as I loved my Dad more than anything and I am really struggling to comprehend what has happened. I wanted to voice this in the hope other people felt this too as I constantly feel like I’m not crying enough which is a strange feeling.

Posted by Carys03 at 2022-07-19 08:35:34 UTC