How can a year disappear in a blink of an eye. To be 12 months, 52 weeks and 365 days since I held you’re frail hand and kiss you’re precious head. A year in which seconds felt like eternity yet days vanished into nothing. As my chest rises and falls my heart no longer beats to the same rhythm and nothing is as it should be. I tend to you’re garden it is where I feel closest to you’re soul and as the season changes the flowers bloom I’m unsure of how to do this once again. I wait to hear you’re voice to guide me as it always has but the silence is heartbreaking and the void deepens. One step forward two steps back but all along appearing to be “moving forward” because griefs shelf life has expired and no one wants to know because time apparently heals.... time to begin a new year without you

Posted by Bee at 2022-07-19 04:54:52 UTC