Today I had a bit of a melt down. I reached out to friends but honestly it didn’t help so I’m coming here to my community. Rouslan had another girlfriend that I didn’t know about until after he passed away. It broke my heart even though he and I were newly dating. I’ve been left with so many unanswered questions and today I’ve been questioning if it’s all my fault. I should have known, I should have picked up on this. And now I feel like a fool, but I love him and miss him. What if he didn’t care about me ? What if he didn’t know I loved him! Im starting a foundation in honor of him and now I’m questioning if it’s a bad idea? What if I look like a fool🥺 I’m left circling the drain with what ifs and it’s led me to a state of panic for the past few hours 🥺🥺🥺

Posted by jordmck09 at 2025-03-17 03:06:28 UTC