Hi. I’m new here so bear with me I’ve never really been in a group help situation. So since I was 16 (now 34) I’ve lost an average of 3 people per year friends, family. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I was 18. I don’t know how to describe it anymore it’s like when someone dies I kinda just expect it. Like who’s next. I make jokes about how soon I’ll have nobody left so least then I’ll be done with the funerals. I think it’s also made me more detached from people because I don’t really like making new friends now. I have to go back to therapy when I’m off the waiting list but I take medication which helps cause I don’t feel as much anymore. It’s good not to feel it because I don’t know how I would process it all if I could feel it. Anyway sorry for the ramble. There’s more to my story but let’s just start with the basics lol.

Posted by Jamielyn48 at 2025-01-23 22:52:40 UTC