Hi all—I lost my dad very suddenly last October. He was 65 and it was just out of nowhere. I’m still reeling from the shock, I think…it just keeps hitting me over and over, and now I’m getting quite sudden shocks and flashbacks to when Mum rang to tell me, or images of Mum finding him, and my brother-in-law trying to revive him, even though I wasn’t there. It’s very weird and horrid, but I’m also scared for when they stop—it’s like holding on to the last moments of him being here. Does anyone else get that?

Posted by Freya Jarman at 2022-07-15 18:13:21 UTC