Hi my name is Laura I lost my ex husband my friend to Multiple Myeloma Cancer on May 29,2022 he was my son's father my son is 23 and he was 42 a week shy of turning 43.My heart is literally full of grief for not only myself but for my son he was the glue that held us together I feel so lost and alone because he was my ex husband my first love met him when I was 16 and he was 18 .People in my family have Ben so cruel as well as his cold dismissive and abusive I just can't make sense of any of this and daily it has Ben so hard I wish there was support for my grief in my state but I have Ben hitting roadblocks not to mention the past 9 months was traumatizing as well as seeing him suffer and then pass in front of me unexpectedly that day with disturbing images thank u all for listening I'm just so lost.

Posted by laurahalko31 at 2022-07-13 20:26:04 UTC