i lost my beautiful baby brother a month ago. he was diagnosed with leukaemia and was undergoing treatment. watching him go in front of my eyes is probably the single most traumatic event of my life, the helplessness and sense of loss is making me feel crazy. he was the most mischievous little boy in love with everything minecraft and lego and harry potter. he deserved a full happy and long life not one cut short so early. i know healing takes time but i keep hearing his voice in my head and it's both a relief to know that my brain hasn't forgotten him but so painful at the same time and i just want it to get better.

Posted by mariambakali at 2022-07-12 20:57:01 UTC