I lost my partner November 2021. I am really trying to be strong as I know this would make her proud. I deal with people who are ill, old, frail or just scared for there future every day. More and more I feel I don't want to become old. I am a young 58 but feel beaten by life. I lost my partner with breathing issues, my mother and two brothers the same way. Sometimes the fear of going on is greater than the fear of not. I will carry on I suppose, but I just feel worn out. Reading people's posts on here fills me with sadness, so much pain. I find it easier to do a little when I feel able rather than all at once, little wins are ok.

Posted by chris.g63 at 2022-04-15 12:06:31 UTC