So I wonder if maybe im in the wrong place but I thought I would share anyway in case there are people out there who have experienced similar. My therapist told me to stop feeling guilty that my loss hurts even though it wasn’t death but it is really difficult to not feel bad about it when I didn’t have to experience the grief of death. When I was 15 my mother’s fiancé melested me. She took my younger brothers and left me with my abusive father and his girlfriend to go build a house and never see me again. It’s been about 3 years and a lot has happened. I miss them everyday and constantly wonder why I wasn’t enough for her to stay. My baby brother was my best friend and every-time I think about all the things I’ve missed I feel like time stops. She has me blocked and has not reached out at all. My dad’s girlfriend still talks to her and they continuously talk bad about me to other adults whose children would come and make fun of me. The longing I have for a mother follows me around constantly. Still at the end of the day I am left feeling like I need to get over it. Nothing will change the situation. I sincerely hope that if anyone has similar grief that you know how important it is to let yourself grieve. ❤️

Posted by Deleted (c3bbb28f) at 2024-08-04 04:00:19 UTC