It’s a beautiful sunny day. I hate these summer days. I like it better when it rains because it matches my mood. I tried to be normal today, got my nails done and went to the grocery store and bought myself flowers. When I came home, I collapsed. I didn’t want to read, or watch tv. I wanted to be alone in silence and allow myself the space to cry if that is what I need today. I feel very alone and scared for my future. I feel like I’m a fragment of what I used to be. Trying to put back the pieces is hard when you’re missing your glue. Sending strength to anyone that needs it today.

Posted by feldstein.j at 2022-07-09 17:07:11 UTC