Every now and then I think about what really hurts the most - not getting to share more experiences with my dad, his presence, his voice, making more memories or just his mere existence. And every thing adds a layer to the grief but I recently felt that not being able to hear his voice one more time really hurts the most. I have some videos of him and sometimes I play them and pretend having a conversation with him but eventually it gets super frustrating. I really wish I could just get to hear his comforting and soothing voice once more in real time, assuring me that every thing is all right. Losing someone is such a harsh punishment, you have to go on living with just memories and a helpless feeling with no solution to it.

Posted by Kritika17 at 2022-07-09 01:45:36 UTC