Tonight I just had a conversation with my mom about how it is so difficult to accept my grandma’s passing since things happened all so fast. We were all caught off guard. We’re both teary eyed talking about how we were not able to have a proper goodbye, how grandma’s life was a struggle ever since she was young until the very day she died, how guilty we feel for all our misunderstandings with her, and how we could’ve tried to do more. The thing about sudden loss is that you replay that day in your head over and over again, thinking of everything you did and what you could’ve done to change the situation. I think I’ll always carry that regret and guilt, but I’m trying to be more patient with myself. ❤️‍🩹

Posted by mreomega at 2022-07-08 14:41:59 UTC