Hi. My name is Charlotte and I live in Maine USA. I lost my dad at the end of January to Pulmonary Fibrosis- a terminal and irreversible lung disease that scars the lungs. It suffocated him. I yearn and ache for my dad. He was my rock, my best friend, my first love, my comfort. The last 5 months have been agonizing and it is a struggle everyday. My 9 year old daughter was very close to my dad and it is overwhelmingly devastating that he won’t see her grow up. I’m scared she’ll forget their bond. I’m jealous of my father in law because he gets to see my girls although he is not nearly as present as my dad was. It’s not fair. I feel like life isn’t fair. Why did my dad, such a wonderful person, get such a debilitating disease? Where did my dad go? I look for signs and feel like a fool. I’m hurting so much.
Posted by charlotte7c212 at 2022-07-06 00:14:49 UTC