It’s been 6 1/2 months since I lost my husband suddenly. We were living apart at the time and our relationship was strained. But, he was also my best friend. I was always fiercely protective of him- probably because of our unhealthy codependency. And we were still in constant contact even though it was strained and probably very painful for both of us. His absence is confusing and heartbreaking every day. I am constantly torn between wanting to honor him in some way and feeling guilty about just living my quiet little life without him. My camera roll is filled with images and memes that are half recovering from toxic relationship and half grief and heartbreak. It’s a pretty accurate reflection of what is happening in my head and heart all the time.

Posted by AmandaG at 2024-04-17 15:43:53 UTC