It’s been a little over a month. I miss Martin’s presence. I miss his scent. I miss his voice. As much as I want him back here, I can’t be selfish. He was very sick. I don’t miss watching him have anxiety attacks. I don’t miss him throwing up from chemo. I don’t miss him losing his mobility. I don’t miss him screaming from the pain. I don’t miss him having so many dr appointments, procedures, and different treatments all the times. I can’t be selfish. I want him back, but I don’t, because when he was here, he was so very sick. Lord please help me

Posted by Vanessa flores at 2022-06-30 19:30:14 UTC