It was at her wake. It was the first time I’ve seen her since I moved states. It was one of the first time in a very long time that I’ve cried without caring who would see me cry. I don’t like people seeing me cry, especially the people who I love because I’ve always wanted to be their rock since I was little. The strong one, the one who would protect their friends from bad guys or monsters. I wasn’t able to protect her, even tho it was out of my control, I wasn’t able to protect her… She was so afraid of guns…and she was taken with a gun. I want to go back in time to see her again and take her out to a better Korean BBQ, not the one I took her last time since they were an OK bbq place. Or at least go back in time to her wake, so I can see her again, and just cry. I miss you so much Britt.

Posted by RED at 2022-06-30 09:05:56 UTC