Sigh… it’s been now almost 4 months since the passing of my beloved auntie who was like my mom to me. Life is living on but I am still feeling like I am standing in one spot watching everything go by. I do the things and then grief just crushes me and takes me a couple days to recover and then it happens again. I can’t seem to keep above water. Today my brain is definitely not in the focus mind. Hard to tell anyone at work as I have to “move on” all I want to do is zoom out and cry and or just be still all the time. Motivation to do anything is gone. Sigh…

Posted by Bailey at 2022-06-29 15:55:17 UTC