My world is much dimmer with out the love of my life by my side. We were such a good team. Brian and I were high school sweethearts who went our separate ways. Luckily we got a second chance at love. We lived together for the last seven years. The last three years he was out with a back injury and waiting on surgery. Workman’s compensation insurance complicated his care for those three years as well as delays because of COVID restrictions. He lost his sense of worth by being unable to continue to work and do things he enjoyed, never mind the pain he was in. Mental illness took my love from me, his grown children, his two brothers, and everyone who loved him. Brian has the biggest heart and the deepest soul. He was the life of the party and was the most kind, gentle loving man. I wake up each day in disbelief that he is really gone. My heart is shattered and I’m doing my best to hold myself together as I grieve. I just feel so empty and lost without him by my side.

Posted by andi at 2022-06-26 18:28:32 UTC