Hi. I’m Cheyenne. I lost my partner Christopher on Christmas of 2021. It was very sudden/unexpected. He died at home while sleeping. I did CPR but it was too late. What I struggle with the most is “How could I not have saved him!? accepting he’s not physically here, he’ll never meet his unborn child, my child will grow without him. I didn’t think I’d be a single mom, Christopher would’ve been such a great dad. I have no choice but to be strong and learn and try to accept that I’ll never hold him in my arms again.” I never in a million years thought I’d be here, I thought I had so much time with him. Life is very unfair and everything sucks. My heart feels empty and filled with sadness and I don’t think it can ever be fixed. 💔

Posted by Why_me at 2022-06-25 02:28:13 UTC