After returning to going no contact with my brother, I’ve started to heal enough from him to where I had my first grief dream last night. Dreamt Mom had passed and I wasn’t with her. I started awake, reminded myself that I was with her when she passed, and went back to sleep. I’d also learned she passed on a day with another significance so that’s helping as well. I should have been able to start having dreams like that the first week after Mom passed. Not well over a month. Another demonstration of my brother causing more harm than good in his entitled, narcissistic ways. I’ve ordered a couple of books about grief, one of them arrives today. I am still getting Started on therapy sorted, and I hope that that happens sooner rather than later

Posted by hollandc7 at 2024-01-06 18:55:00 UTC