Hi my dad died 5 years ago and I haven’t been able to say goodbye yet. Since his passing things got very complicated and his wife has since refused to tell me where his ashes are. It makes it even more complicated because he died in Hong Kong. I then lost my step dad 18 months after my dad and I feel really envious of my siblings because they got to say goodbye to him, I was also with him at the end and I find it really hard. I have a huge amount of guilt because I wasn’t there at the end with my dad and I feel so guilty that I was with my step dad and that I also attended his funeral. I haven’t grieved for my dad and all I do is bottle everything up and because of this I’m not the same person anymore - I’m just full of sadness and anger.

Posted by Deleted (d0541606) at 2024-01-03 15:03:27 UTC