Hi guys, I’m new here. My name is Emma, I’m 21 years old and I lost my uncle in December to a sudden heart attack. My biological father has never really been involved in my life and I haven’t seen him in a very long time. My uncle was like a father to me. He was my safe haven and stood beside me no matter what. So loosing him was like loosing my father. We lost him more than 6 months ago but I still feel as numb as I did the day he died. I have never felt such pain before. Everything about his death makes me angry. It is so unfair, especially because we didn’t get the chance to say goodbye. Another thing I’m struggling with is the thought about how we found him. It’s like I just can not get that image out of my head. Even at night. Does anyone have similar experiences? I’m sorry to all who lost someone. I now know how painful grief can be and I feel very very sorry for everyone who has felt it. Thanks for this safe space to talk about grief. ❤️

Posted by emma01 at 2022-06-20 18:28:27 UTC