I lost my 2 daughters in a 6 year divorce battle. I gave up, lost my way. Had scant resources to continue a battle I never wanted in the first place. Struggle with shame for not staying and guilt if I find a modicum of joy. Not sure how I can ever be happy or whole without them in my life. Know they are alive, feel I may as well not be living if they don’t see me. Ask myself am I of any value as a human if my own children are not seeing me? Even if I know the answer is yes. My feelings don’t see it that way..
Posted by labbrazeau at 2023-11-20 03:43:24 UTC