My mom chose to leave under very complex circumstances. I have no bad feeling or anger or anything about her doing it. I totally get it, actually. My only issue is when she chose to do it. Halloween. And apparently this was the day because she didn’t want to ruin my birthday which is in mid November (next week wahoo not) and all of the holidays. While I totally appreciate the sentiment I sort of feel like she missed the point of having a birthday or anything without her is going to be awful and scary and hard no matter what. So I’m left feeling like I don’t know what to do or what happens to me now. She always made every birthday feel like the most special day of my life.

Posted by marpri1799 at 2023-11-14 01:10:03 UTC